After so long, it seems that muses are rising again, one by one. The socializing is stirring once more, though the chaos seems to be on a more mild scale. It is nice to see familiar faces, even clouded with the remnants of sleep.
I have been hovering on the edges, observing everything and waiting for all elements to settle back into their place. Perhaps I will begin venturing out into the open more often now.
Atom is here now, though. I am not certain what to think of that. He is a peculiar memory that I had tucked away, even if it was one I was quite proud of at the time. That other one...Hadron, I believe it is...has also joined him. How unusual it is that they have become close- my greatest creation along side one of Tawny's. Ironic, at best...
What is stirring me most, however, is my newest 'neighbor.' I know it should not, but some things are hard to simply...ignore. I know I have been out of my usual sorts since her arrival. I know it is outwardly noticeable. I simply hope it does not put Kadim at any unease. I am having no second thoughts on any of my choices in life. Some scars still ache, though. I have always been aware of her presence- in a manner more literal than some could ever understand, she is part of me. That said, I am rarely placed in the same general vicinity as her...
All this will pass, I am sure.
Current Mood: pensive
Current Music: Within Temptation - 'Memories'